She probably loved him, but she didn't know what love was. To know and to understand it, she had to learn about it. Thus, to learn about love, which was an enormous abstract thing, would take likely a whole life of a human. And it also made no sense to learn about love which had no end. Then she tried to forget it, step by step. To forget it -love, her feeling, and him involving- would also take a very long time. She had to learn about how to forget everything which once was her main reason to smile all day long, despite her messy emotion while she met him accidentally. If you wanted to forget someone, you automatically had to forgive yourself because of the unwanted feeling after you forgot that person-which was another homework to do beside learning about how to forget. It would take a lot more energy and sacrifices, right?
Finally, she decided to learn about getting closer to god, Allah SWT. Because if she forgot all of her burdens in the world and genuinely let everything happened under Allah SWT's provision, one day, she'll be able to know what love is, how to forget her broken heart, and how to forgive anybody.
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